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We’ll Be Right Back
[Images from Walla News in Israel]
Some more pictures from Israel’s occupation of Gaza – but there’s nothing to see here, folks, Israel’s an honourable country with an honourable army – right? Right? Um, yeah…
We’ll be Right Back
Soldier having his picture taken in a Palestinian family’s kitchen
What writers do
According to the BBC, Swedish author Henning Mankell was/is on board one of the ships.
I wish I had his guts.
I wish I wasn’t afraid of being shot.
What writers do and what writers should do are often different things. We’re not creatures of action, as a rule. Our method of confrontation is words on paper, not face-to-face. And to a great extent that is how writers should voice themselves. It’s what they’re good at, after all.
Right now on Israeli TV, one of the generals came on to explain that the IDF soldiers were attacked and therefore had to protect themselves. Let me repeat that. The IDF soldiers who attacked the ships were under attack and had to use force.
Orwell would have been so proud.
TV and newspaper double-speak is the order of the day. The soldiers had to defend themselves. The same general on TV said that, when the flotilla organisers were told not to approach Gaza, they replied in “an inappropriate manner I don’t want to repeat here”.
My God. Did they? Why not, I don’t know, shoot them? They made us do it, seems to be the consensus.
And they used bad language!
I hope they said Fuck you, just before you gave the order to attack.
Sick, disgusted and horrified
I woke up to the news about the attack on the Gaza aid flotilla. I’ve been in Israel for about 3 months. I thought I could do it. Now I’m not so sure. I am so sick, disgusted and horrified by the news this morning, that I can find nothing to say. One thing though – I don’t think that I can afford to keep quiet any more about the decades-long abuse of power, the daily oppression and the militant right-wing psychotic policies of Israel any longer.
It’s scary to voice an opinion. One fears violent responses, night-time visits, or simply online attacks for saying what Israelis don’t want to hear: that they are wrong, so terribly, terribly wrong, that they have learned nothing from the past and in the interests of becoming a state have forgotten what it means to be human.
This is stuff I try to engage with in my fiction, not on my blog. I am under no illusions that anything I write can change anything. There is no one to talk to over here. Opinions are parroted endlessly, the news is pure propaganda: Iran is Evil, the Palestinians are homicidal maniacs and everything is done for the protection of the state.
No more.
I’ve had enough keeping quiet.
Nothing will change in this country unless people begin to see what they are doing. To themselves, to others. Israel has been losing its humanity for decades in pursuit of a fiction created and nurtured, a fictional history in which Palestinians “escaped” or “left” their homes, in which wars are always someone else’s fault and in which the fanatics of Masada are worshipped 2000 years after they committed mass suicide. Masada is a metaphor for Israel, and the irony is that it is celebrated here.
I should be writing today. I should be completing an interview for SF Signal, going over a just-completed novel, polishing off some short stories, finishing another section on that comics project. Working on the new novel, too. Instead I’m sitting here staring at the screen wondering how I can be here, and what sort of person I’d be if I kept quiet.
What happened this morning is criminal. And if this country had any law, the people responsible for the attacks on the ships would go to trial. But no: the politicians will shout and posture and blame everyone else for starting it, or they’ll blame Iran, because that’s the default response. It’s only a matter of time. A country ruled by generals and corrupt incompetents (former president a convicted sex offender, former prime minister on charges of massive corruption) will not examine itself, will not purge itself of the evil it does.
It will simply blame Iran, or Hamas, or little green aliens.
I’m sick, horrified, disgusted – but not surprised.
I wish I had been.












